My real names Angel. im lonely. being single sucks! I actually started hitting on a 10 yr old... Wow, Im so fuckin' desperate right now!! This sucks!!! :(
... ok, well I dont like him either and Im guessing that the 'marrons' R 4m the USA... Bush is a descrace 2 this country and I wish he was gone 4m the face of the planet.
Im emo cuz of my emotional 'problems'. not cuz Im tryin 2 place myself, though that is how it started. I realized I was depressed, started cutting, found out that was called 'being emo' and I liked being something more than just Angel. Granted, having an actual title 4 myself that sutes me is nice, but I really dont call myself 'emo' just 2 here myself as something other than a lost purpose anymore. Emo is more than a title 4 me. Im emo cuz I am. I have depression issues and 'emo' happens 2 be a way of explaining a bit more about me with just 1 word. I AM emo. Just like U R a boy and I am a girl. Just like George W. Bush is the pres. of the USA. I AM emo, I am goth, I am a punker rocker, and I AM me. Im not classifieing myself , Im simply explaining myself. I know a lot of ppl who dont like emoz or dont like the emo way or watever. I dont care. Im emo and thats that. I dont particually LIKE how I am, but I am a depressed person. Depression isnt a game or something I asked 4, its just something Im stuck with. All I can say is that me being emo is better than me being dead, cuz Id rather be dead offten, but thx 2 ppl in my fucked up life, Im still here. Im emo, not dead and thats all there is to it.
I do beleive in god, I would love 2 live in a forest 4 a while, but there arent really many forests near me, and my mom doesnt trust me enough 2 leave me in a room by myself 4 more than 10 mins. she would nvr allow me 2 go to a forest and live by myself. But maybe I'll try that when I finally get 2 move out. Oh, and I have a question 4 U: wat is Ur opinion on me? Am I 'normal', am I 'nice', just tell me a bit about wat U think of me 4m wat U know about me. :)
yes, there R the: preps, band ppl, sports ppl, emoz/goths, anime ppls, smart ppls, shy ppls,sk8er, wanna-be tough ppls, and then theres my group; the diffeent ppls. I like my group cuz we R all diff. (and wierd) and we can all be honest with each other and just be ourselves without worring 'bout wat other ppls think. plus, with my group, we R all just avarage when it comes 2 how smart we R so we nvr make eachother feel 2 stupid. YAY WIERD PPLS!!!! :) hee hee, I smiled! YAY! as U can probably tell, Im extreamly bored. :)
Vacaville, California, North America
and UR my friend, ask me any questions U want. I'll tell U anything.
oh, and I might be breaking up with J.(my boyfriend). I really ddont see or talk 2 him enough...*sigh* life still isnt any easier...
he broke up with me cuz he was upset that we didnt see eachother enough and he wanted 2 just b friends. I talked 2 him a few days ago and he kissed and apologized and gave me a necklace with a rose on it(he said it was his fav. flower 4 his fav. person) and so we talked and so we're 2gather again, but IDK if its going 2 last very long cuz we barely C eachother so we can barely talk or anything, but I love him, and Im just so confused right now! *sigh* Y cant life just come with an instruction manuel? Things would B so much simpler.
FOUND 1! Its Called 'I Wish' and I wrote it when I was 8 so my view on a lot of things has changed. I won an award 4 it when I wrote it, so I guess its good!
I Wish
by Me
I used to wish on stars,
4 things like pets & toys.
But now I’ve grown and C,
What I truly wish…
I wish the world was full of peace,
Of love and harmony.
I wish the world 2 B free of war,
That we could stand free @ hand.
4 us 2 B friends with all,
even the pesky boy next door!
I wish the world 2 B litter free,
And ppl 2 actually recycle.
4 ppl 2 care about others,
including animals.
2 stop killing and hating,
and start saving and loving.
4 ppl 2 stop polluting,
the air that we all share.
4 men and wemon 2 be treated equally.
So, please, help my dream come true,
give up Ur things 4 others,
show that U care,
I believe…
But do U?
Dreams can come true,
If U want them 2.
Im following my dream,
Y don’t U?
You, my love, bathe me in comfort,
You, my love, clothe me in joy,
You, my love, complete my life,
You are my king, oh love,
You, my love, are my hearts content,
You shan’t ever leave my mind,
You are my knight in shinning armor,
You ride your steed ever so gracefully,
Gliding over the ground,
You sweep me off my feet,
And carry me away into the sunset,
We enter your castle,
You carry me inside,
Candles are lit,
A feast is set,
Though my fantasy, unreal as it is,
Shan’t ever really happen,
Among my thoughts, hopes, and dreams,
Someday you SHALL sweep me off my feet,
And carry me a forth, into the glittering sunset.
Uve helped a ton. I really enjoy talking to U. To bad we cant meet in person. U ROCK!! (i'd give U a hug if I could but I cant so Ill just say 'HUGZ!') HUGZ!!! :) I'm smileing in real life too.
Id love to meet U to, but yea I guess it would be difficult. That is sad. :( At least we can talk Sketchfu. UR really kool and Im happy being able to talk to U. :) oh and those roses look better when I draw them on paper with a pen or something. :)
I understand wat UR saying about wat I draw. I do draw a lot of things that have blood or have something to do with blood. I actually do make one thing a lot that has nothing to do with blood, its two roses with the stems twisted togather. I draw lots of roses a lot. About my boyfriend, yea its nice, but I barely see him right now so its not doing that great, Ive only talked to him twice in the past two weeks and Ive only known him for a month. I have no way to communicate with him and its driving me nuts. I hope that soon I can either see him more or find someone else... oh, and thanks for the flower. :) U still Rock!
Thanks for writing back. If U put the meaning of emo the way U did when U wrote to me it makes it sound like no big deal. Emo is emotionaly desterbed or depressed. I used to be extreamly depressed. I would cut myself and sit in dark rooms. I cried a lot and I would completly exclude myself from ppl who were not emo. I were dark clothes and make-up to show my feelings. Im leaving it all behind now though. I met a guy at the park and we started hanging out and then dating. Hes help me realize that I wasnt unwanted. I still have a lot of things I hate about life but I want to die less and less every day. Thanks to my boyfriend I now know that someone cares about me. When I was emo I used that title bassicaly because it made me feel like I was something other than crap. UR still my all time favorite on this web site and Im glad we can talk to each other. I know my art on this site looks really bad but in real life with paper and a pencle I can draw pretty damn good. So yea. Talk to me whenever U can! :) Yes I actually smiled 4 U. I dont smile 4 many ppl so be happy that I smiled 4 U. Oh yea and U ROCK!
UR my favorite person on here. UR awsome and a great sketcher/drawer person. RU emo, or do U just draw things that get emo ppls attention? Im emo. Im an emo,goth, punk rocker girl and Im dating a Catholic guy... Its kinda weird. Im tring to quit cutting and all that for him but its not easy. ANYWAY, U rock and I actually enjoy looking at Ur drawings and stuff. So yea. EMO!
Comments for Ypirj
and UR my friend, ask me any questions U want. I'll tell U anything.
oh, and I might be breaking up with J.(my boyfriend). I really ddont see or talk 2 him enough...*sigh* life still isnt any easier...
I Wish
by Me
I used to wish on stars,
4 things like pets & toys.
But now I’ve grown and C,
What I truly wish…
I wish the world was full of peace,
Of love and harmony.
I wish the world 2 B free of war,
That we could stand free @ hand.
4 us 2 B friends with all,
even the pesky boy next door!
I wish the world 2 B litter free,
And ppl 2 actually recycle.
4 ppl 2 care about others,
including animals.
2 stop killing and hating,
and start saving and loving.
4 ppl 2 stop polluting,
the air that we all share.
4 men and wemon 2 be treated equally.
So, please, help my dream come true,
give up Ur things 4 others,
show that U care,
I believe…
But do U?
Dreams can come true,
If U want them 2.
Im following my dream,
Y don’t U?
THE END!
by Me (duh)
You, my love, bathe me in comfort,
You, my love, clothe me in joy,
You, my love, complete my life,
You are my king, oh love,
You, my love, are my hearts content,
You shan’t ever leave my mind,
You are my knight in shinning armor,
You ride your steed ever so gracefully,
Gliding over the ground,
You sweep me off my feet,
And carry me away into the sunset,
We enter your castle,
You carry me inside,
Candles are lit,
A feast is set,
Though my fantasy, unreal as it is,
Shan’t ever really happen,
Among my thoughts, hopes, and dreams,
Someday you SHALL sweep me off my feet,
And carry me a forth, into the glittering sunset.
The End of the crapy poem by me
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well its creative at least i guess