yeps...i was so bored....[yeah i forgot this site exisited][lol]...but yep all for u..i guess..

thank you thank you

hey sup =)

pff "Mr", I dont need a title, tho' ironic when named Sir.Simeon.. ahwell, Thanks again =)
(oh and I reply again just to get the last word :D)

thanks alot for the comment! :)

what are you waiting for? post!!
oh and i do not try to love through pain thank you lol

Thanks for your comment..I hope it means a lot to you in a positive way..hope you don't mind the add...!

hey whats up? =)

well wut? 0.o
hm?

lol =]

lol sorry

you didnt expect me to be what?

um.
again i suck at this.

um. nice?

attempting to draw something for my friend. and u?

=)

=\ i overreacted
when she came out, the glass to her car was broken and they stole her phone and my DC's -.-
other than that shes fine thanks =]
luv ya too.

excuse me?
i thought youd be happy?
what the hell happened?

really?
what i miss?

lol kk by

why sad.
0.0

LMAO
YOUR RETARDED LOL.

lol i tried, but its going to be deleted soon lol, plus alice has shorter spikier hair lol

lol ya see its good to just except who you are and just like who you are

weird is good and as long as you like who you enough for anyone

bah then m8 it is fer me then.. darn ^^

thanks for the comment m8 :)
I've been thinking to change my over use of the "m8" word for "dude",
but that doesnt go both ways so.. :\
thanks m8! :D

lol sure sure lmao

you are on 24-7! lmao! lol

hmm. how bout we all get high, jump in bed and the next morning forget what happened lmfao nah jp

its okay sweetheart.
because bella is extremely hot after her immortality.
and when edwards not looking.
shes all myne mwahaha! lol

omg it was awesomE!!
but i cant cuz my friend is over and i dont want to be rude by chatting =\

heh, me2 actually, tried to kill myself once but not very crazy,
tho' if you wanna talk, Im a good listener, but aweful at saying the right
things :S

yea?
well my friend had showed it to me, said the thing had meaning and i fell in love lol
the song is awesome =D

thanks lots for comment, non-talkative m8 :D

watch this music video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muJaDZA-_Bk
=]

=\

nice =\
maybe next time lol

well if racheal really wants you to go why dont you just let your mom drop you off

oh cmon,, whats bothering you?

im not sure yet. and whats wrong?

T_T i refuse to talk about this.

=]

i noee..u need to talk to mee?

hello =]

umm something wrong? lol sorry i took so long to answer...

dude! youve like dissapeared for a few days!! wassap =]

yeah.........

thanks for the comment on the flying spaghetti monster thingy! :D

lol yea im signing on, and wats my sn again?

hes 6 feet tall dont die! im signing on rs till 7..

well for one thing my ex bf [who is qay yes he is] keeps saying "oh, your the only reason i might be straight" and im all like w.e just leave me alone. [hes 17] and so he just keeps bugging me..-.-"

ehh. maybe later. im kinda glum right now -.-

HAAALLLLOO!! ^_^

resting from last nights party xD

sorry im kinda busy doing extra chores so my mom lets me go to my friends party tomorrow =\

Thanks Slone for the comment on my WIP :)

lol..so
any comments lol

um yea wasnt exactly brb..
my mother had some news to share with me -.-
so you saw the pictures?

http://i287.photobucket.com/albums/ll125/theSpencerbabe/P7090137-2.jpg?t=1216253646
http://i287.photobucket.com/albums/ll125/theSpencerbabe/DSC00502.jpg?t=1216253867

YAY UR FINALLY ON!!!
howz it going so far :]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTTYY BABBIEE!!
HAVE THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER =]
ILL BE HERE ALL DAY TO MAKE YOU FEEL MORE SPECIAL THAN YOU ALREADY ARE!
^.^

umm. sure..

im on im on!! lol
im a very busy 14 year old lol

sorry babe, my mom has me doing some errands, ill be on again later i was having fun!! lol love ya!
-emily <33

yea im trying to log onto runescape lol =]

u there? im back! lol

okay cuz this thing takes forever!! lol but if you have to go before i finish ill talk to you tomorrow then miss ya :] lol

kay how long can you stay on the computer though?

while its loading my username is SpencerBabee

mkay i made an account now wat?

lol okay im making one right now

i dont have one let alone noe wat it is lol

lmao! its my charm {hold the applause} lmfao :D

wait then im not a year older than you my birthday was in may ur going to high school too? and i love hottopic!! lol i go to queensz center mall lmaoo and of course im happy i gots you! haha :]

ha! ^.^ im happy woohoo lol

yep =] thespencerbabe@aim.com
[my names emily but people call me spencer lol]

lmfao i can picture it lol i find it cute but yeaa..im glad i finally let someone in lol its like the beginning of healing =]

In answer to your question (6 months ago) the tree symbol is the crest of this superknight I thought up.

sorry i left =[ my mom came home from work and ordered me to make dinner lol and awww dont be anxious or anything you should know that most gay people are not judgemental lol

but sure ^.^ and u got guts to ask someone whos older than you out lol
(i am right, right? xD)

heh. were in the same state lol. and im making you blush haha ^.^ but yea i mean your cool to talk to and your not lyke anyone else on sketchfu who either talks about pure drawing, pokemon and everything else thats boring...ur fun =]

thats wat you were worried about -.- and I'M the clueless one psh sure. lol i lyke you to though =] hey w/e happened to that problem you had with the girl? [only curiosity =]

help wut? hmm. so confused, but i wont force you to say anything even though the curiousity is crawling lol

T_T my retarded senses are telling me to keep pursuing a true answer xD

y something wrong =?

not really lol

lol yea i was, and shes a retard for falling for him but now shes just angry at him. and idk shes the one who dumped me back in october after only like a week because she felt guilty she liked this other guy and ever since i havent really been with anyone =|

it was right xD..nothing that she had a former crush come over to her house and she was telling me how she felt scared because he kept slamming her on the bed and staring at her all googly eyed. then he kept saying "i have a present for you" and she kept saying "leave me alone!" but he just persisted and now shes really angry. then i started yelling at her and starting saying stuff like how could you ever fall for a person that disgusting and that if she needed me i'd go over there and punch him in the face for disrespecting her and me in a way -.-"

gf =D mkayy

yea hi sorry im arguing with my ex -.- wassap?

woah!! chilax!! lol you skate as a sport i skate as a hobbie lol no crew frnds lol n well i culd do the basic ollie n manuel but well i got destracted lol . . . i dated the teacher so umm yeah but hey it was fun!! but he was 3 yrs older than me n mi parents made us break up lol

lol no prob and thanks for the request ill try!! LOL

thanks 4 the comment!!!

i g2g!

hehe yes you and no one else will ever see those shamful drawings again!!! YAY

ok now i deleted them!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

well i did not delete them i am deleteing them!!!!!!
and stop looking because when you are you are blind but when you just go with the flow you will see!!!

well that majorly sucks!!!!!!!!!!
sorry!!! well maybe one day when you aren't looking she will appear!

ya but i don't like um!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and besides i will probably put new ones up i mean better ones up! (i hope!!!) anyways i hate people stealing them and then making them stupid and with good drawings they really don't do that(i think)
so i think that i am going to do it!!! so that i don't have to look at them(there shamful)

great poem but sad ending!!!!!
well i guess theres always next time!!!

oh and thanks 4 the comments but i think that i am going to delete every thing!!! I just hate looking at them because i know that i can do so much better then that i just have to get use to working with a sketch pad and the colors!!! but i mean i hate it because i am so good on paper and it never comes out on here!!! soooo aggrivating!!!!

yes i know i know that i haven't been on in a while but i was on vacation!!!
oh and when i got back on i had a suprise waiting for me some poser flippen messed up one of my drawings again!!! I HATE POSERSSSSSS!!!!!!

lol mkayy and it iss rellie qud =]
i used to skateboard but i retired [lol] ever since i needed to get stiches for a stupid stunt i tried..
anyway i just finished drawing a very horrible drawing lol
sorry i took to long

awww i missed you message!!! bit hi! and i like the new poem alot=]

okie dokie ill go eat then go outside n skate too!!

well thats a very sad thing but just remember just bc you gave up on him dsnt mean he has given up on you n God will bring things n ppl n opertunitys n your life bc he still loves you bc you are like his child n he cant controll you but he wants the best 4 you n want you to have eternal salvation

wow . . . thats really nice i like your description of your emotiom well more like wats n your head its nice n you do free verse so well tats really hard to do i have frnds who try n sadly do not hold a candle to you lol oh yeah n about the religion thing i told you being accepted dsnt matter its about your personal walk with God n you dnt think there were gays at that camp??

that is sad n i only wish you coulda been at the camp i just got bak from bc over 300 kids got saved from all diff denominations n there were stronger services at a youth camp then ive ever seen at an adult chuch n thats the truth n there were things that happened there that you just couldnt deny like ppl literly being physically healed you know there were some kids that walked n wearing glasses n left with perfect vision . . . it was amazing

i will read but let me say im not going to try to fource mi beliefs appon you bc i know i cnt but let me just say religion n denominations wont get you to heaven only your faith can do that

thanks lol n yeah im really alone too but i dont like being alone n thats y here lately ive been closer to God bc i relize wen you have a constant relationship with him your never alone you know??

hey so ive been kinda mixed up lately n this is the newest thing ive written its mixed up too lol so try not to judge too harshly lol:

pressure; heat
dont miss a beat

cheat; lie
never let em see you cry

crash; crawl
just ignore the call

fall; break
do whatever itll take

to win the game
but still remain the same

for your loved ones to insure
your the same one they loved b4

and though you try you still continue to drown
and when you need them the most they're never around

so how can you go on for this is what you believe?
just remember 1 thing. dont mis-percieve

who you are and who you'll be
all you can do is wait and see

Thanks for the Comment on my "City Lights Redo" :)

:] latersz

U SKATEBOARD KEWL> mkayy byee

lol u change moods pretty quickly and nice profile pic btw :]

lmao sorry. well yea. so i guess only time will tell.

i'm so stupid.......i posted it on my own page...........

lol........i know how you feel about guys.....and for the virgin thing......it depends on you personal preference on that situation......

lol you noe its weird, i have been disgusted by guys for a while, theyre SOOO IMMATURE MY GAWD. but then again, id be a virgin for a long time xD

i guess i havent felt strong enough to let someone else in you know? maybe when high school starts ill be at it again lol :] you know there are alot of bisexuals who say they're not confused, but i think i am. im mostly attracted to girls for some reason =?

lol thanks. but the last time i dated someone i actually cared about was like last october and since now me and my friends are parting ways, theres no point. were all going to different high schools =\

>.< wats wif the caps lock? and no o.0

idk but im soo bored too. wassap?

lol. hehe. thanks =]

im not a liar so i can tell you thats not me. however i do have the same exact facial features and piercing, i found the pic online and sed "omg that looks like me! lol"

tis otay ill b on more often

mi ex step sis is n umm please dnt kill him n he changed his # ne way

wow . . . your an amazing writer . . . very inspiring maybe i culd share some with you sm time?

ummm . . . new?? humm well mi dad n now ex step mom got divorced she went nutz n became an alcholic n now beats the shit out of her daughter daily she says bc shes bi n so i havnt tlkd to her vry much mi dad is tryn to find a job n deal with drug problems mi ex abusive bf also dated mi cuz n treated her the same that split our church up so were at a new church n now im bouncing from house to house n mi dad wants me to switch schools 4 the 8th time n completely move states but all na all im actualy contient with mi life bc i just got back from youth camp n ne doubts i had about God are SO clear now and im really not worried about mi life bc i know its all in his hands ^_^

thank you n im sorry i havent been on lately but yeah im kinda fond of mi eyes lol

Sorry about super late response..I've been really inactive on here since I have no pen tablet anymore to draw so yea.

ah well, in just two days tomorrow will be yesterday and Im school free, yay, but I ought to be going now as always as you probably figured by now, cya around! :)

Well, I'm to open minded I guess but well,
If you end up there, I dunno how, but then some1 thinks you have something to admit to yourself so give it a shot,
and on the otherside it's none of Mrs. Smartypants business(nor mine, hehe).. :)
(Capt. Obvious strikes again...)

well way to go! :) but if you end up there, you ought to have sumthin to admit to yourself.. and they're like trained torturers, they use sneaky tricks to make ya talk, I would crack in a second.. ^^

well, what they do is repeat what you allready know but in smart words, then try to make you admit it then charge ya, kinda scam but yeah,
she can use therapist mind trix to make ya speak :S

To spare you a lecture in my school day,and my egoistic speeches bout nothing at all, I'll be have to answer "Nutin much" ^_^
How bout u? :)

G'day.

we dont got fahrenheit here so no idea how hot 90 degrees would be in celsius (which is what we meature heat in =P)
but I take your word for it ^_^
Goodnight m8!

havin real borin day today, nuthin to do, to cold in the water for the beach, to warm to breath, hows the US this time o year? (just guessing thats were you from, I forget stuff easily :\)

aye I did =p
Thanks alot for the comment on the weird little yellowish thingy! :)

um no....that's all part of depression....another part of it is random pains, like for me i have killer neck pains....i currently still hate myself...i might even be in even worse depression then when i started going to that lady.....i've been put on medication....one for depression it's self and the other for more energy and focus, concentration stuff....i have problems with that. oh and remembering. all i can remember are my nightmares now. it sucks cuz i can't really remember what happened the day before. my parents believe that i haven't cut since jan. but recently my mom foundout i peirced my own ear...just so i could feel the pain. i'm left handed, so no one suspects me cutting there. i go as deep as possible without actually killing myself. i'm addicted to cutting, seeing my own blood, pain and sleeping. i stay up really late and don't wake up until 12 or 1. i have no idea when i wasn't depressed, but....i'm also most likely bipolar. >.> from reading and taking tests, i probably am....but i've g2g my dad wants me to mow the back yard....which sucks cuz it's in the 90s and i'm going to the pool in about an hour...or so i thought. bye. oh btw you can always email me if you wanna talk... my email: shonen-ai15@hotmail.com

wow....i'm going cuz i've dropped to deep depression and would go suicidal if something happened that felt like my fault....so now i think everything is my fault in which it has to be....cuz otherwise my family would be happy. i'm bi, and my parents 'knew'....but now they think i'm straight. i have a gf currently, who cuts. i have no idea what her reason is...but all i have to say is i hope you don't get to the point where i'm at! don't take the cutting to another level...

eh....i've been going since dec....i think....i hate it. i can't stand my theropist. she's a christian. i'm not saying anything's wrong with that but she says guyxguy & girlxgirl is wrong.... >.> but why; i might ask, are you going to one?

well watching one in the middle of the day kinda spoils the feelin :\
Anyway, gotta go make some dinner!
..with which I mean go find cash and buy sumthin... :)

mental theropist...um well i gues if that counts for depression and stuff like that....yeah..

uummmm.....yes and no.....trying to remember but somehow can't....sorry! ^^'

Nuthin' much as always, sup wit u?

Been there, done that. . .
but hey, the feelin of a crush is worth it,
and depression in the summer is quite impossible :)

Yeah, like a goodbye-never-cya-again kind of activities, last year supposed to be very big deal or sumthin..
And bad plannin for you there :x, but hey, there's still monday eh? :)

yeah that is stupid, and unnesseccarily complicated :\
Had a WW2 day today, off tomorrow, Beach day on monday(with school -.-)
And some weird school days, think they want the class needs to do things together since its last year :\

wow didnt know people were around here this time 'o day!
Well nothing much really, just got home for school so freedom I guess :)

Will do if I get the chance!
Keep up the good work ;)

they're realli good, especially love the last one, Broken Yet Beautiful,
a real good subject, too... Gotta get going school now so cyaz!! :)

woah awesome work on that profile pic O_O
Just had to comment it ;)

i suppose you should tell him he's at it again. Tell him the band can't function properly if he decides to be so cocky and w.e how can you concentrate on qood music when worrying about him? i guess it you have any better ideas i would just either talk to him about it or find a replacement.

would you like to talk about it?

hey wassap?

awesome profile pic ^___^ HEY THERE!!!*waves* sorry I didn't get your messege sooner. But...HII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

G2G

um i dont think that i am going to answer that question!

YES to all except the calling thing i mean i hate to talk on phones!

IDK...i mean love is a strong word!!!

well hurry cus i need some advice right now!!!!!

lol its okay

But idk if i know him that well!
I mean we talk alot and we see each other alot!
GOD...........DANG IT!!!( i hope you can read throught the line of those words)

Ya i am fine with it!
I really dont know but everyone says that he like me...but i dont really think so i think that they are just trying to play it up.
Well i can see that you are a deep person by the way you write!

OMG!
You need to be a writer those are AMAZING!!!
Write more! Good Ham...Write More!!!

ya ok i will take a look at them!
oh and thanks 4 the comment!
I dont know if it is going to work out though(i mean about the keeping intouch thing) -_-

i like them very well. though its 'lies' and 'denies' for the second one lol

oh hey!!!
well um idk somethings kind of happening...
this guy i REALLY like is going away and i will never see him again...
God...
well anyways enough about me what about you?

nahh itsss okayy, i have emo friends so i noe how you feel. But isnt skool ending? i mean idk what grade your in, but i guess you should be happy if your moving to another school, theres bound to be more people i can swear lllol

mmkay, you sound kindaa down..something bothering you xept for the fact about the girl?

lol. so when did you know you didnt like guys at all?

By saying expressive I means full of emotion and feeling- it was meant as a compliment- I only tend to write short comments ans so I try and use a word that is closest to how a picture makes me feel- hope thats OK?

lool kool same to you ^^

lol im in the same situation but yeaa its like w.e and no, tokyo but im not lying when i say i live in New York City

lol. Ditto means i feel the same way (as in i found someone else who you knoww lol) and i just saw that, its a very passion-filled poem i must say =]

Ditto?.......Uh well if you read the poem in the "about me" area then you it would make sense that i'm les lol

XD. *Dramatic Pause* Ditto.

yes i am Sloane but i wont mind if you commit to the act of >Homophobia<

ty!!!!!!!! but i have a cuter one...tee-hee

so how have you been? i havent been tat great but im more about helpin ppl than opening up . . . ne ways if u need sm1 to tlk to u know im here

hey . . . its been a while

in reply to your question 5 months ago.
no. not emo.
but i like punk hardcore rock and metal.
i play drums but not good enough.
keep rockin"

Well to reply to your comment,If he eats you...He'll have to pay insurance.Or...somthing.....Or...... ... MAGICAL FLYING RACOOONSSSSS o_o; Anyways Thx for the comment XD

Ah, guess my day was way better then :\

meh, OK I suppose, exams and test and stuff in school, and just got home so..yea..
How about u?

Hello you2..

Nuthin' much, just watched the End of the movie "The Exorcism of Emily Rose", I forgot I never saw the last 30 mins of it ^^
Sup with u?

Yeah, so it seems :)
hello!

im listening to a like techno band right now Cobra Starship i like them but OHHH i have a question do you listen to Tool

lol well in that case..I'm so glad you LOVED IT!!!! ^_____________^

Hiya! im back had to walk da dog

lol <3 I'm glad u liked it ^____^

done! look and see ^_^

hehehehehehe . . . . yeah . . . and that mi deerie is why i love the internet LOL jk

yeah . . . ur right ur about as normal as a one legged rainbow jack-rabbit standing on ur dresser in the middle of the night dressed as a tooth farie wearing a german natzi hat with a glowing swastika on it . . . yeah i was a lil tromitized as a child ^-^

HEY! i'm drawing a pic for you, wait for it k?